Nasuko ko Slyt.

Nisurok na akong dugo aning ganahan mag-abroad nga friend nga wala man lang nagaskill up.
Wala man lnag gatrabaho sa pinas.
Bisag unsa daw nga work bsta gawas lang daw.

I never heard someone so illogical. Makalagot na jud.
Di man gani ka mahalin sa Pinas unsa nalnag kaha sa gawas.

MagDH nalng daw sha, bahala na basta gawas.. Nya hala ha.. pasosyalai kaayo sa fb. Nya kana imong nawng, makasugakod kaha kaglimpyog balay?
Cg gani kag yawyaw sa FB, nya kung kasab-an ka sa imong amo, muunsa man ka?
Ganahan ka modungag sa mga crying videos of mistreated DH?

Magpatabang daw sha nako, and I tried my best to tell him kung unsa akong nabaw-an. I told him nga dili jud ko katabang nimo kay akong work diri dili man ko direct. Ug unsa ba nga dili man kasabot. Cg man noon balikbalik.

And I got annoyed. Sobraan ra ni sa ka FC. We are not even friends. We haven’t met personally. You should know when to stop. Wa na. nasuko na ko.

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Joe, 大丈夫!!

This kid sa camp nga nakapatrigger sa akong mga childhood memories.

You know what? The moment his father tapped my back and mentioned to look after his kid because he knows that his kid is shy at first, i then knew nga makarelate ko aning bataa. Ug tood man, mao jud akong nafeel the whole camp sa iya. I feel na noon nga dapat nako sha istoryahon para icomfort sha.

Shy kid. Gatan-aw sha while others are playing pero nagasmile sha and was actually enjoying kung unsa iyang ginatan-aw. I wonder ngano dili sha makautter sa words nga let me join. I would normally say “lisod ba na”? And then I realized, ang ana man diay ko sa una. And Yes, lisod jud sha.

I know the feeling. Kanang magtan-aw lang ka nga naglipay lipay ang ubang bata and nagasmile ra pud ka gatan-aw pero di ka ka join because of reasons nga ikaw ray nakabalo. I feel you Joe. There is no need to feel sorry about yourself. I know the feeling of being in a crowd and yet you don’t feel that you belong.

So I always make sure to look after him and talk to him about anything. I knew nga iyang favorite animal kay gorilla, iyang favorite place is disneyland more than disneysea and Universal Studios. Nakaadto shag USJ pero sa Singapore and not sa Osaka. Iyang favorite ride kay Indiana Jones. Pareho mi ganahan ug roller coaster. And kabalo sha mag-english. Iyang father kay maayo kaayo moEnglish oe, nashakira pud ko. So I was expecting siya pud and I was not disappointed.

And when the boy smiled, I can see pure innocence sa iyaha. I remember my innocence. #charlang. Kanang before the world took it away from me. haha. Di man pud guro ni sha bayot guro no.. lels. Pero mao to.. taga tan-aw nako niya kay makaremember ko sa akong childhood.

At the back of my mind i said: Paningkamot jud dong! Taas pa kag panahon.

Right now, I can’t say that I’m good at joining new crowds, specially if ako lang isa. Naa gihapon koe feeling of being rejected and so I keep my distance and become indifferent. But I can say that i’ve been better now than before. So much better. Matod pang Cheripit my friend,”I’m shy but I can deliver when a task calls for it”

My friends will know that I’m a crazy loud person, pero sa kanang mga tao nga acquainted lang or a new crowd, they would think Im so serious and snob. In short, I am only crazy when I am in my own crowd.

And then back to Joe, niana si Azu nga ang papa diay ni Joe kay Police. I was like ngano kabalo ka? hahaha. And murag big deal kaayo sa iyaha. Mashock man pud ko aning Joe. Basin mapusilan diay ko ani sa iyang Papa.

And then sa end of the camp, nagbyebye na mi. And i saw someone picked him up, a lady which I assumed is her mother wearing a very beautiful embroidered laced dress with striking aura. And I was like, dato man guro kaayo ning bataa. Hahaha Mao diay guro natuyok na ni niya tanang Disney places and nagsingapore pa ang family para  mag Universal Studios.

Pixelated lang ka Joe ha kay bawal ereveal imong identity #campRules

Pixelated lang ka Joe ha kay bawal ereveal imong identity #campRules

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The kids heating up their marshmallows. Is that a thing for them? I don’t do that eh.

#kaliki #ganbatteJoe #丈

Gema-gema

That moment nga daghan kaayog ipabuhat si Tatay then daghan pa kaayo kog ginafollow up nga issues sa mga dako pa roon and at the end of the day smilean lang tag with matching pasensha daw sa kadaghang gipahimo niya sa ko than usual (in english) and I was like:

“Ayaw kog gema-gemahi dira kay wala ra ba ko napromote aning trabahoa!”
Hahaha

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I don’t like them but I don’t hate them

Media Fabs nga funny for some pero di nako feel.

Aldub

1. Si YayaDub/Aldub. Awkwardan ko niya. I like all her DubSmash videos pero kaning YayaDub kay di nako magets. Di ko ka-ako ug tan-aw ni YayaDub. She is pretty though, no doubt. Pretty girl next door kaayo mao nang daghan karelate. And comes Alden and completes the AlDub tandem. Samot, weirdohan jud ko magtan-aw sa duha. Wala pa koe episode nga nahuman jud. haha #forgiveMe

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2. Si Aling Maliit. Cute sha kay bibbo kaayo pero for sure not in a long run. Murag weird kaayo nga mag-acting maldita and suplada sha para mafunny lang. Funny sha, yes. Usahay bsag wla shay dialogue, nawng palang cute and funny na. Pero habang tumatagal nagiging corny naman.. My own humble opinion lang noon.

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3. Ang pabebe warriors nga magminaldita. The video is makalagot and at the same time kay funny. Pero karon murag ginatrying hard nila nga magminaldita sa camera.. Di nako feel. Parang naai something wrong. Di ko kastand magtan-aw sa ilaha gyud.

I am not a hater. If mapahappy nila ang ubang tao then who am I para mag-KJ. Maybe dili lang jud nako sila cup of tea. Di pud ko hater, the reason nga I don’t even comment sa mga articles ani nila sa FB. I just scroll down.

#lovelots

Kung Kwarta Kwarta Lang.

LATE POST kay wala koe strength to press the Publish button sauna.

If kwarta kwarta lang ang hisgotan, dugay ra guro ko nihawa aning Companyaha oi. Dili ni pangdaut. This is a fact! I have friends nga naga gross ug twice sa akong current income pero i chose to stay sa akong current company because I am still happy. I am happy nga I think I am appreciated by my coworkers, I have friends to talk and hang out with, happy with my managers etc. etc. For me this is better than earning thousands of money.

Then came the Japan opportunities. Happy ko even though I know nga this will have a big impact sa akong career path kay I know my technical skills will suffer. Pero go lang japon kay Japan ra ba! Isa ni sa perks in working in a Japanese owned Company. Ug tood man nag two years ko diri, enough to prove nga kaya nako bsag aha ko ibutang kay I believe there is something to learn sa bisag aha nga project ka mabelong.

Nya sa dihang wala mi napromote. Ug ang imong mga kabatch napromote. Then the sadness crept in.

Honestly, niguho akong world tong nakabalo ko. What did I do wrong? Wala ba ko nakadeliver sa akong work diri? Di ba ni makapromote ning projecka? I am not the person nga nagacomplain about work specially to the management but this is too much nga magsilent ra ko. Is it about bogo na kaayo ko? After 5 years mao na ni ang nahitabo sa akong kinabuhi? Is it because of the system? I don’t know. Matod pa ni Avril: “All my life I’ve been good, but now, Im thinking what the hell?” haha

And it’s not nga mamugos ko nga ipromote ko kay dili na na ang goal nako karon. Di nako ganahan. I feel so stupid lang. Dili nako motivated mo work. I need to find my value.

This also marks the start of me being more critical with a touch of rebellion in the way I think towards my once beloved Company. Ana lang, giwake nila akong natutulog nga rebel side. You know when i patronize something, i go to the limits… the same way nga supporter ko all the way ni PGMA. But do something to prove me wrong about my devotion and God knows I can give no shit. Yeah, mura lag “Miley, What’s good?” #goAbellanianSpirit

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