Graduation Pictures.

Hala oe.. dili lagi ko malingaw magtan-aw sa akong mga Memories Pic sa College Graduation Ceremony. Dili jud ko photogenic. Kaliki. Heavy kubmatch. Nagstress eating jud guro ko ani tungod sa project. Grrrr.

I remember back then i planned nga magdiet ko starting Dec kay para beautiful ko sa graduation gud… Worst plan ever. Kinsa man guy magdiet ug December. Hahaizt.

Hala oie Continue ta sa Life.

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Im not a Shoe Person.

Dili ko shoe person kay since elementary years, di jud ko ganahan ug rubbershoes! And basta lalaki gani, rubbershoes jud na kay para suitable daw for running, para lakaw, para sports, para basketball!

I hate rubber shoes since sauna kay all rubber shoes has this rubbery drama sa sole which is for comfort daw but that drama makes me taller! Di ko ganahan nga motower ko sa akong mga classmates who are vertically challenged (which most of them are). And because of that, dili jud ko mahumaling ug rubber shoes and nifollow na nga dili na noon ko Shoe enthusiast jud. Actually there was even a time nga akong tanang sapatos kay converse chucktaylor style. tulo kabook nga same ug dagway lahi lang ug color. For me, dili man mo matter ang unsa ang dagway oe. If it works then I wear it even for a lifetime.

Natrigger ni nga post kay akong friend nga si Ricku Osaka ( The Saka sa Sakamichi nga kanji, according to him) kay bag-o lang nako gifollow sa instagram and all his posts are about shoes and the like. And all iyang ginalike kay mga Shoes pud. In short, addik sa shoes tong bataa nga gikan pa sa Hokkaido nga nagspecialty (専門) ug Architecture (建築) diri sa Yokohama. Sha diay among Sub-Leader sa English Camp nga Pink Team ko.

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hangtod karon kay ginaimagine pa nako unsay form sa tiil sa sulod aning mga Mcqueen shoes nani.

Music: Don’t Think Twice, It’s alright.

Murag dugay na kaayo since last time nagpost ko ug Music. This time, I will take the opportunity to share one of my LSS’d song mga months from now na.

Im a fan jud ug Country Music oe. Murag mao jud na akong original genre ever since niblossom akong love for Music. I started with Dolly Parton, Dixie Chicks, James Taylor and of course Bob Dylan. I love me some Country Music. And this song really hits me in all the right crevices of my body. Mao ni sha akong theme song sa mga tao nga gapasakit sa ako by means nga wala sila kabalo. But i don’t really care na. So, don’t think twice it’s alright.

I just love this song big time. The vocals, the story, everything. It’s actually a breakup song  though lol.

Well, it ain’t no use to sit and wonder why, babe
Even you don’t know by now
And it ain’t no use to sit and wonder why, babe
It’ll never do somehow

When your rooster crows at the break of dawn
Look out your window, and I’ll be gone
You’re the reason I’m a-traveling on
But don’t think twice, it’s all right.

And it ain’t no use in turning on your light, babe
The light I never knowed
And it ain’t no use in turning on your light, babe
I’m on the dark side of the road

But I wish there was somethin’ you would do or say
To try and make me change my mind and stay
But we never did too much talking anyway
But don’t think twice, it’s all right.

So it ain’t no use in calling out my name, gal
Like you never done before
And it ain’t no use in calling out my name, gal
I can’t hear you any more

I’m a-thinking and a-wonderin’ walking down the road
I once loved a woman, a child I am told
I gave her my heart but she wanted my soul
But don’t think twice, it’s all right.

So long honey, baby
Where I’m bound, I can’t tell
Goodbye’s too good a word, babe
So I’ll just say fare thee well

I ain’t a-saying you treated me unkind
You could have done better but I don’t mind
You just kinda wasted my precious time
But don’t think twice, it’s all right.

I’m Getting There!

Ako na iadd sa akong list of sport ang SNOWBOARD oe. Mao na jud ni. Naa na juy partner ang Voleyball sa roster. Dili nalng jud permi Chess, Scrabble, Dama, Chinese garter ug jackstone.

Salamat sa akong mga mentors nga nagtudlo sa akoa sa kaning matang sa esports. Namely:

I never thought nga sa akong katigulang kay macheck pa nako ang akong checklist nga “Learn a new sport”. Ug tood man, pag last weekend, nag 2nd Snowboard mi sa Gala Yuzawa with my extended AWS B15 batchmate. Extended kay kuyog man gud ilang mga kauyaban. And i just realized, ako ang putli nga single sa group. Pwede pa ko ihalad sa altar. T_T

 

 

P.S. This time nakatime na jud ko nga magpicture -picture and even video. The first Snowboard (class) trip kay wala jud kay I was so busy learning the ART! 笑

Ngano dili naman lang?!

Nganong bawal ang assignee-room nga girl ug boy ang roommate?  I understand nga kay bisag unsaon ug pamalandong, dili jud nindot tan-awn nga babae ug lalaki magpuyo sa isa ka room. Girls have different needs and rituals in life, and boys have their own pud. Naay uban nga allergic magpuyo sa isa ka lugar nga naai opposite sex etc. etc. Pero nganong murag acceptable naman magpuyo sa isa ka room if uyab sila? Ngano if uyab sila murag OKAY RAMAN?

I grew up thinking nga bawal jud ni. Bawal ang uyab matulog together and everything. Conservative jud ko. But later on sa akong life, i realized nga acceptable na diay sha sa society. Daghan naman uyab ang nagapuyo with each other. So why not tutuhanin nalng jud: I roommate nalng jud na sila officially.

Dili guro pwede iroommate ang mga mag-uyab kay mahadlok sila mabuntis nya sila nga dili plano? Pero isn’t it mao ra man pud ang nahitabo kay cg man sila kuyog sa each other’s room. Worse pa noon nahitabo kay possible makasamok sila sa mga existing roomate sa each other, whichever kwarto sila permi mag-istambay. If permi ra man pud sila sa isa ka room, didto pud matulog, nahulog nga roomate na jud, then why not sila nalng jud ang iofficial roommate. Di ra na mabuntis oe, I trust in each lovers’ judgment and not all uyab is practicing pre-marital sex (and condom is cheaper than a lunch meal pud, lol). If ganahan sila magOJT sa kaminyoon, then go.

They say, dili daw pwede kay delikadesa daw. Basin daw lain ang tan-aw sa mga tao. Hala oie. Karon nalang jud? Why are we so pretentious?  Daghan na kaayo ang ani sa Cebu nga uyab lang pero living in the same room. Specially kanang mga dili taga Cebu nga nagawork sa Cebu. At first kay ngilngigan ko kay lagi, i grew up in a very Kristyanos na family. But karon, I accept it with all my heart na jud. It’s everywhere. Ang ako lang jud, ngano dili naman lang jud? Wala pay samok. Happy pa both parties.

P.S. This entry might be sarcastic. Sorry. Naa bai written rules jud nga bawal magroomate ang babae ug lalaki? Personally, di pud ko ganahan ug opposite sex ang roommate. Actually ganahan ko ako ra isa. hahaha #lonerMode Mao ra man japon gud kay im not the talking type sa Balay man pud. Mabuhi ra ko together with my laptop plus internet connection.

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HBD: Rahimaness

So this will be a new series sa akong Blog. The #HBD series sa akong mga friends nga nagbirthday!

RAHIMAABESIAHAMIS: We are friends for hapit 10 years now. She is one of the smartest nga akong nailhan. Then humble pa jud and matabangon sa pamilya. Very  Very loving sister pud. Belib jud ko ani niya. Sha ang maayo kaayo mopahimutang ug mga event. I can’t imagine DOST Scholars Association without her.

Through the Years:

Why Not Earlier?

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So nagstorya mi sa akong manager recently and naai question nga though kadiyot lang sha natackle, dugay sha nawagtang sa akong mind. And hangtod karon napathink lang gihapon ko. “Why not earlier nga?”

I finally decided to go back to the Philippines for good by Feb 2017. Actually, i have two options in mind: OCt 2016 or Feb2017. I said, i-fix na nako nga Feb 2017 and then She said why not earlier? and I was like ganahan ko magPasko season sa diri sa Japan for the last time and then para makauli ko and makadala sa akong mga butang para lesser akong balikbayan boxes. That was my quick answer, but sa akong mind after nibalik ko sa akong desk was different.

My answer is this:

I am still doubtful and scared of my future sa Cebu. I am still scared nga inig balik nako sa Pinas mabalik akong mga heartaches about management, about myself etc. I don’t know how to face my disappointments. 3 years in lenovo, nakadevelop ko ug murag comfort zone sa kani nga lugar.  Am i ready to let go of that? And i really feel dili ko sellable to other Companies. I have this self-doubt.

Honestly, wala jud koi plan nga magresign. I told my Manager ana, and i was not lying ato nga time. I love my Company. I used to love my company. Everything changed atong Buwan ng Hinagpis (July,2015). But it taught me something. I gained something more than that coveted title(lol, murag Miss Universe lang). I learned nga dapat I should know how to set my priorities. I learned nga I should know how to  speak my mind. I learned to stand for myself. I learned to question things i don’t understand. But sadly, it also taught me to HATE and REBEL.

But what I’m trying to say is that Im open to all possibilities now. I need to focus on self-improvement, i think. And No expectations jud. Gora lang nga gora. And I realized, you don’t really degrade. You are a better person kahit paano. Maybe it’s a different direction of improvement that you thought or others thought it would be, but still, you are a better person. You just need to empower yourself. Believe.

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