One year ago, nahitabo ang dreaded month. It was a month of heartaches and grudge. Actually murag nag blog ko about ato. There were friends nga nagchat and nagcomfort sa ako. But all i said is I don’t give a damn and i continued with my life with a budhi na kasing itim ng uling. And yeah, i learned to rebel and 悪口 in the back of my head.
So i think it’s proper to have an entry na napapanahon. The long wait is over. Though if promoted or not, it woudn’t make any big difference na than before. I was the kind nga if mapromote then okay and if dili kay okay lang din. If a year ago, i would have celebrated it with full overflowing joy librehan ang batch mode. But right now, murag wala lang. I don’t really feel the urge. lol. But nikuyog ko ni Shema for a little eating -out because no one would know the feelings i gone through a year ago other than Shema. So pizza party pa more.
But i am happy for the title. Though, it’s not important kay mas prefer nako ang dakog increase. And mas prefer nako nga happy ko sa project, sa new friends, etc. I will always be happy and grateful for AWS. Marunong akong tumanaw ng utang na loob. Dili ko #bitter. Dili susama anang mang resign and talk bad sa ilang previous company. I believe ug unsa pa na kabati imong experience, it is still an experience and you learn something from it somehow. So spread love not hate. All is well.