That Constant Battle.

Moingon guro ang mga tao nga grabi kaayo kog discipline sa akong life kay makahimo jud ko ug diet nga modaut jud kaayo ko. Maybe yes. But i know deep inside nga dili ko disiplinado kaayo nga tao.

I always have this constant battle with my weight.

I grew up so thin back in my toddler years, kanang age 3-7. And then school kay nistart ko katambok and all my elementary years tambok na jud ko as far as i could remember. Pag HS was kinda shaky. I have all my hs id pictures. Tambok ko kaayo pag 1st year, daut ko sa pag 2nd year, tambok pag 3rd and then daot pag 4th.. Pero pagpadung graduate kay tambok lagi ko sa pic. lol.

And now, permi tambok akong makita. Body dysmorphic guro ko. Mao ni ang nahitabo sa ako after pila ka tuig nga struggle with weight. I think i need some psychiatric help. Kay ana sila you are your own beauty, but that’s very easy to say, lisod panindigan.

P.S. Nagpost ko ani kay new year na and i think i need to shed off these extra pounds nga akong gibawn from the holidays.

pasalubong

But how can i start shredding this fats kung ang ani ang pasalubong table nga permi nako agian. T_T

 

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