Naai time nga ganahan ko moinvest ug emotions towards someone.. pero most of the time kay i rethink, and put an end to it before it even starts.
So is it worth it nga maginvest ug emotions? or instead of investment, mas fit niya ang term nga “risk”? I don’t know. I always think man gud nga matapos ra man pud ang tanan, ikaw ra ang masakitan in the end. So i often stop myself jud. There’s always something that pulls me back to my comfort zone. Dili jud ko risk taker and i kinda hate myself for being like that. Well, i just want to guard my heart; is it wrong to be proactive?
So i have this enjoy the moment mantra. Kanang if unsa gani mahitabo in the future, then so be it. I will cross the bridge when i get there. que sera sera and the list goes on.
Maybe soon, i’ll meet someone nga makapachange sa akong views in life. But for now, ang ani lang sa jud ko.