Remember sa akong previous entry nga me having a change of heart about volleyball? Well karon nagchange na pud. But i swear, i don’t change mind like Katy Perry changes her clothes.
Currently, i have been playing volleyball since November last year. Pero weekend ra noon. Parang ano lang, review for the sport and what could have been. I kinda love it though but for sure not as much if wala akong mga friends which were always there to support me and teach me and uplift me and outbitch me. haha
Though i still have a lot to learn like how to timing the jump from a very open set. nakakaloka. But Gil has been my mentor for that. Like where to position po when the kontra is on the attack, Jack is my man. And how to look alive and bubbly, Gervin is my saving grace. And Brendan and Andrew and Megumi for the sidecourt tips.
I would love to play competitive volleyball in the future. I am still not prepared for such, but i will try to prep myself. I just want to get better. And exercise na pud para healthy body. hahaha.
Twas an ordinary friday. Sakura season.
I have plans tonight so im on a diet. Pero cannot help it so i bought some Locker (Murag mahalon nga waffer) from the pantry. Lami sha pero i never thought nga mashadong mabungkagon kaayo sha nga food. I bought 2 because 1 is not enough to feed the hunger inside my soul.
Paglakaw pa jud nako kay naai food sa common area sa team. Crispy Cake Butter and for sure gikan China na pud kay puros kanji ang name. Nimatch sila ni locker, it’s parang hopia, so mabungkagon na pud sha.
Perti nakong habhab and it was kinda messy. I ate while reading akong mga poems nga napublish diay karon nga ahak diay kaayo. lol. pero cg nalng.
Nahuman na nakog kaon tanan. And i was reading some articles na sa web then suddenly naai soul nga swiftly niappear sa akong likod. It was lolo (the manger), asking about some issues nga gating. And nitulimbang dayon akong english kay not prepared ko pero naanswer ra nako pud oie.. nakarecover ko after 10 seconds.
While talking, i felt nga naai something wrong. So after nihawa si Lolo, i took out the mirror sa akong bag. FaceCheck. And i was right. Aside from my normal oil sa nawng lol, there are so many food crumbs in the side of my mouth padulong sa akong suwang.
A story i wish i’d forget
But I wont and will never be
But i wish i could remember your face.
You sat, you smoke.
I glanced, didn’t speak.
We walk upstairs and didn’t bother to notice each other.
I glanced, you bow down.
I bow down, you stared.
OR that’s what i would like to remember it.
A touch; the start.
One kiss, and such.
But my mind was clouded to fully digest everything.
The phase, it’s fast.
The view, was angelic.
And i know right then, i wont remember everything.
I looked again.
I want to try.
But deep inside i know, there’s nothing i can do.
I sit and stared.
Tattoo on your finger.
The feeling they’ll last but your face, i wish i could remember.
– babayng pak-an
It’s been a while.
Nganong dugaydugayon pa man, kung sa buwag japon magtapos ang tanan.
Nganong magpakaarung-inon nga lami, kung ang imong gusto diay kay giti.
Ayaw na kabalaka kay ang tanan, dugay ko ra nga nadawat:
Ikaw lumalabay lamang, pero kasingkasing ko imo jung nakawat.
Another season and i am looking forward for another fruitful career move.
Another season and another fiscal year and chance to grow.
Another season ug gubot na kaayo akong kwarto.
Another season ug sakit na akong bukton ug inarsa ug mga bug-at nga butang padung sa akong box.
Another season and fully packed na kaayo akong weekend.
Another season and puno na pud akong phone memory.
Another season and still waiting for my chance to breakfree #charot!