TOTBILB : Dear AB

Dear Ariel,

Ikaw jud ang isa sa akong pinaka crush sa una (College). Kanang feeling nga basta naa ka sa corner sa library kay dili jud ko focus sa mga programming concepts nga akong ginabasa. That stern look is so heavenly. Pero never pa jud ko nimo gitagad. Though ginasungod ko sa akong mga friends dira nimo in a very obvious manner, wala lang gihapon.. And i think na irritate ka, i felt it. Nairritate pud ko on how my childish friends act. charot lang. But grabe ra pud imong reaction. The most hurtful is when you waved back sa akong direction after gisungog ta, and i kilig but you were waving sa tao sa likod diay. And i know you did that on purpose.

Wala pa jud ka nakabalo ani. But idk how i got a hold sa imong number. Nagkatextmate ta. We talked about sa imong life. Sa imong mga bashers. I felt what you felt. I thought nga happy ka sa imong life as an ssg president pag HS, winning Mr High School etc. But i was wrong. Naay sadness sa imoha, which imong gishare sa akoa. It was heartfelt. But then the chatting stopped because i know i cant live a lie or maybe nawala na to nga number. I forgot.

I loved you from a distance. Nanggraduate ta. Nigraduate ta nga wala man lang ta nagkafriends. Crush ra jud guro ka. And hinay hinay pud nawala akong infatuation. Gi add gani tika sa FB which is wala nimo giaccept for a very long time. And then after 6 years. .Imagine.. After 6 years kay imong giaccept akong friend request. Long before giapply sa fb ang Friend Request Expiration.

I was so happy, Ariel. I thought maybe mao na ni. Maybe narealize nimo nga I’m the one. Lol joke.. Suddenly all the forgotten emotions returned. They didnt make sense but i remember every tiny bits of kilig. Tapos ni chat ka. Nangumusta ka. I introduce myself BACK. Of course sa kadaghan nimog mga admirers, who am i para imong maremember. I have nothing to lose, i told you in a joking way nga naa gihapon ka sa akong heart. Though that was only halfmeant kay 6 years, ariel, 6 years ni after graduation. Pero diay..

The conversation went to the direction nga you introduced yourself not as my schoolmate or whatnot, pero as a person connected with Ayala Land. Nabreak akong heart to know nga baligyaan diay ko nimo ug condo. I know there is a reason for this kalit kalit nga panghitabo. And this is it diay. Akong affection ay katumbas ng isang condo unit sa ayala lands’ properties. Pero move on, nisakay ko slight para makeep ang convo and then eventually wala ko nikuha kay there are more things nga akong ginafocus ato nga time.

So finaly i realized nga long lost crush RA JUD ka Ariel. I hope the best for you. I hope you continue to become a good example sa imong field. I regard your communication skills. Goodbye.

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<P.S. Naa pay 2 kabook TOTBILB entries and until now dili ko sure if kaya sa akong buot nga ipost sila. HAHAHAHA>

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