There’s just too much that time cannot Erase.

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promise guys, after ani.. mobalik na ta sa mga random memories and stuffs. Makasugakod ra jud ta ani tanan. iAbsorb ang kasaba. Be careful sa mga words nga istorya. Breathe. Have an open mind. Ayaw kalagot. Ayaw kahimong vengeful.  Think of the past bad days, and how you managed to survive those. Think of the good days, and how you took them for granted lol. OK ra ni. OK ra ni. OK ra ni.

BTW, wala ko kabantay nga half na sa year guys, kumusta na to atong new year resolutions? lumalaban pa ba? HAHAHAHA

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Third Wheel No More.

Finally after almost 10 years, Yours trully kay dili na third wheel.

Chos.

Finally, the “unavailable” member of the groom’s men nako. So happy for my friend Rahima and Rez, to finally tie the not. Hala oie.. Saksi jud ko ani ilang love story. Apil pa gani cguro ko sa naghatag ug mga “little cogs” sa ilang story. Sugdan nato sa pakigkita ni Rez nako sa CIT front gate nga abi nako sukmagon ko niya pero gihatagan ra diay ko niya ug tumbler para ihatag kay Rahima, tungod kini sa WALA pag-ingon ni rahima nga churva churva na diay ning silang duha tapos nagtext ko(gamit ang open source nga phone ni rams) kay rez or kay jay-r ba to ug something nga joke nya gitinood diay.. lol. Hoi pero mind you, as a “good” friend ni Rahimaness, katong nag-duhaduha iyang beauty kinsa iyang piloon sa iyang duha ka contenders sa iyang heart, I chose Rez, and i think i made a good choice. charot.

Ug dira ra kutob ayaw na nang uban dira. Let us celebrate this time of happiness. I hope nga mas stronger pa inyong relasyon after sa inyong wedding. I hope nga things will always go according to your plans and if not, hoping you can work it all out. I love you both.

I am so sorry nga dili ko kaadto sa inyong Kasal. God knows i tried. But my heart and my mind cant bear much burden naman jud oie. Nagaheal pa akong mind sa tatlong-buwang-natutulog-ang-diyos (joke lang Lord). We will see each other soon, you two. And finally, Piquero family na gyud mo by that time(yung tipong announced to the entire world). Ready na pud ko mahimong ninong sa inyong MGA anak ug magpalit ug mga toys every christmas for them.

I miss you both very much…

#Sorry rams rez nitigulang na sha sa akong draft. Eff work.

A life that was.

Pag-graduate nako and started working in the industry, gibutang jud nako sa akong mind, nga i dont need to prove myself to anyone anymore. School is so competitive. Makapahiubos. After school, I told myself nga okay na. Okay na akong gibuhat. I’ll do things my way na. Kay karon, i still act immature and dili jud makita sa akong nawng, nga i was once serious and focused sa akong goal, which is to study hard and bring glory sa family. chos.

I dont look back jud sa mga past. But last week, nagmeet mi sa akong classmate pagHS and naremind ko sa akong past life. I graduated Valedictorian sa pinakadako ug ilado nga public school sa Cebu – TRADE curriculum pa jud. I graduate Magna Cum Laude sa CIT during the time nga mao ra ni ang center of development in IT education sa cebu. I grew up joining competitions way back hs, district, regional ug uban pa. I even represented diay the Philippines sa college. It was fun. But it was tiring. LEts just say, you cant have everything. Naa jud mabiyaan nga aspect sa imong life.

Mao tong pag sulod na nako sa industry, I was ready to let go of the past and not be that image of perfection. And i find it easier. And it is genuine fun. Walking at the pace you want. Giving more chance for others to shine. Giving more time for yourself to notice your surroundings.. Kanang dili permi paspas. Dili permi naai goal nga asap iachieve. I like me better now and it took me a while to realize this.

Falahuvog

Lately narealize nako ngano naai mga pahubog sa kalibutan.
Its not always the case nga maghuboghubog kay tungod naai problema. It’s more than that.
And take note diay, dili ko palahubog.

Most of the times, people drink to spend time with friends.
To talk about unsa nay panghitabo sa mga kinabuhi. Sa pagpangumusta sa mga stressed na kaayog kinabuhi.
People dont drink to cry, they drink to laugh. They drink for distraction.

“Moinom para malimtan ang problema” is a big lie.
You will always know nga naa kay problem. Dili jud na sha nimo malimtan bisag pila ka baril nga tanduay imong imnon.
It’s always the distraction that you want. Someone to talk to and to listen. ug renewal of frienship na pud oie. ganern

 

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