Babayng Pak-an is Back : Pa-Fall

Nahadlok ko at first kay new role ni.
But i told myself, it’s okay. I’ll be ready.
Abi ba nako sa project ko maglisod.
Sa imo man diay. Ngano ko naibog?!

Nagrest naman ta akong heart karon,
Sa previous-es nga way label, mga puros igaton.
Or basin si heart, sakto na ang pagrest,
Ready na pud magpatest, sa karupokan at its best.

Friendly ka? or Bigaon ka?
Ganahan kag followers? or famewhore lang jud ka?
Pero one things for sure lang jud ba,
Nganong nahimong ultimate crush jud tika.

Is this close? I want closer!
The moment nga before sleep ikaw akong maremember.
In my deepest thoughts, ikaw nagacome over.
I thought nga basin ikaw na jud ang forever.

Giinvite tika, sugot pud ka…
Abi jud nako, “Lord mao na jud ni ba.”
Pero dili lang ko mag-assume Lord ha,
Abi palang easy to get ra kaayo ta.

Pero Lord!! ibog naman kaayo ko.
Siya wala lang diay: pagkagago!
Ang samgyupsal, ako nang gitae,
Pero iyang smile makahubo japog panti.

I wrote a song for him too.
Within me nagbabaga ang kalayo.
Within me ikaw ang gisangyaw.
Pero magpalibre ra diay. ikaw. lol

Friendly ka? or bigaon ka?
Or ako lang ang nagaimagine.
Ako lang ang nagathink of “might have been”,
Ang nagapray every night ng matimtim.

Is this close? OR you want closer?
Tabaghak ako ra diay ang gaoffer.
Friendly ra jud diayng amaw, or bayot buang
Pa-fall, nya nafall pud kaayo ko. Sayang.

-Babayng Pak-an

siargao-island-hopping

Follow thy guts.

Wala akong karapatan nga maginfluence ug mga tao nga stay sa company as much as i dont have the right to persuade them nga magresign. Im just neutral. Bisan ug by end of the year ba, wala na koi kauban lunch. HAHA It’s sad pero if it’s for the better sa imong mga friends then I will fully support their decision to follow their heart and their pockets’ calling :). The current company can’t level man gud jud sa mga dagko na kaayog offer sa ubang companies.

Personally , im still here because of the “bond game” and the people. If not, you know na. The one thing nga nakapastay nako baya last time i was so eligible for resignation, was the barkadatachi and the activities sa office. I really didnt mind the drastic compensation change. Pero karon as you grow older, nagkadako imong mga bayranan as you prepare sa imong pagkatigulang lol. dili naman madala ug smile oie. The fun and happiness dont pay the bills and amortizations. hahaha

So i deeply understand where these kids are getting their “want” to get into greener pastures. My only wish is that they dont talk dirty sa ilang  x-company. Mga inday ug dong, you never bite the hand that feeds you (or once fed you). Naa tai rights to talk bad, pero do you have to? Do you really need to broadcast this negativity inside you? Does this benefits you? Ganern. Remember that your past companies gave you the experience to be this “sellable” sa uban. It talks more about you as a person when you rant, not how bad your x-company was.

And i thank you.

Spark-Joy