@30 , you care less, love yourself more.

JuskoLord parang kelan lang besh nga bata pa ta, now im 30. giahak. Tanggapin ang inevitable. Laban lang.

Though it’s just an age, this year, i will try nga mature na ta ug pangutok. So hard man oie. Though im at this age na, I’m still the youngest sa family and i’ll always be the youngest and only boy. Lalaban tayo hanggang dulo.

3 decades of paningkamot sa life maamshie. Basin mao na ni ang time nga magchange career na jud ko. Still confused if would like to settle sa Cebu or magfarm sa dako pa doon for greener pasture. Well it all ends up man japon sa sa atong aspiration for happiness. Kung saan ka happy, let your decisions be toward that direction. Dont confuse financial abundance with happiness. Let that Filipino money culture die. If “daghan kag kwarta successful ka” bulsh*t.

Growing old means having new friends and letting go of old ones that just died without your notice. And surprisingly making new friends in unexpected places or media.

Though its been years naman since i started not to think too much about what people think about me. Still, im on the process of properly mastering that. Ang hirap kaya. Mao bitaw akong mga kaila ra jud ang akong ginaaccept sa instagram, and my personal FB is slowly dying. I “hello guys” less often and i sing my songs more privately. Ganern.

I would like also to stress out that im a social animal but i think i need to appreciate more the comfort and joy in solidarity. To treat myself better, and accept what is due. With age comes great responsibility nga dili na madalag smile and joke. Our spending habits are getting out of hand. How can i love myself more if broke ko. AW hahahaha okay lemme think about that in the next few days.

Salamat sa tanang ni greet! Love you all. Sa mga wala ni greet kay nakalimot or tungod wala man notif sa FB, oks ra. Di pud ko mogreet sa inyong bday. 🙂 LOL

Lovelots! Bleshu more!1074319_10201428389380138_1475644323_o

Seconds Thoughts.

Ngano kaha na no nga naa jud times nga ganahan kaayo ka mohawa sa usa ka situation and then when you get the chance nga muhawa na, you become hesitant. Why are we like this oi?  Ngano nagasecond thoughts man?

There was a time nga I hate myself for overthinking. Lisod ra jud gud. Dili jud ko risk taker. I always do calculated decisions. Bahalag nag magkinaunsa dapat dili jud ka mazero when dili sha mo go according to plan. Ana pa sila, it’s better to try daw than to regret in the end. Pero unsaon nimo pagkabalo if the regret is more painful than the consequence sa imong risky decision? HAHAHAHA

I say, stop the “what if ” thinking and start the “gipili ni nako, panindigan ni nako”. Walay reset button ang life maam. We work it out or we lose some. Acceptance is the key for a good life. And i thank you.

igat

 

2020 New Year’s Resolution

Eto na naman tayo dai. Labanan ng mga pangarap nating gawin sa buhay.

  1. Magsave ka nang bongga kay nagpalabi kag gasto sa 2019.
  2. Wala pa nahuman imong oplan pahubason ang kaban ng mga damit. So limit na pud balik imong purchases ug mga sanina kay wala nai gamit gamit imong mga once beloved shirts. Nya nagasuot japon kag tshirt nga naa sa 5 years ago sa imong memories. BAket ka ganyan? Naa lagi kay sepanx issues.
  3. Paningkamoti na jud imong car parking skills. Bright ra kaayo ka para maglisod ug park.
  4. Continue ang minimalistic theme sa kwarto. If it doesnt spark joy, let go.
  5. Rekindle old friendships.
  6. Learn to swim nga tarong kanang dili lang ka murag baki josh ba. Kanang picture perfect pud ka tan-awn.
  7. Spend more time with Maxy. Travel far and wide. Upgrade Maxy.
  8. Continue ang pagkaadvocate nato sa environment no. Protect the turtles.
  9. Eat healthier (ilessen and junk foods, softdrinks and chicken lol). Exercise more.
  10. Mag-one step up sa pagiging serious sa life. Which includes, lesser time sa mga social media and dating apps (??? hahahahahaha)
  11. Learn this: Dont push yourself to other people. Connect when there’s connection. Leave when you feel taken for granted. Learn to dont care. Love and expect nothing in return but don’t make yourself so kawawa because you deserve better.
  12. Stick to -5, +10.
  13. Walang inumang aatrasan. Work Harder. Enjoy work.
  14. Take your calligraphy hobby one notch higher. (Meaning, learn a new font. lol)
  15. Storya more in Japanese kay murag hindi ka na kaintindi maayo da. Asta imong kansai ben kailangan na ug strengthening exercise.
  16. Drink more water.
  17. Learn a new sport.
  18. Learn a new hobby. (Pangita pud tawn josh, paningkamot pud)
  19. Early in sa work. Early out sa work. (Biggest hahaha, libre lang mangarap)
  20. Invest. (Finance-wise ha, dili emotions)
  21. Sleep Early (+5 hours sleep)

The Power of Saying No.

Paghawa ni Miura-san sa Company, iyang pinakalast nga words of wisdom is about the power of saying NO. Kay ang company daw kay cg lang daw ug ingon YES sa client and etc. Dapat daw nga dili nato malimtan, nga we have the right to say NO. Kay in the end, kita ra man japon mo take sa unsa man ang consequence sa atong tubag. So better jud nga we know our options.

So anong nangyari, it has been 5 years? or more? pero ano na teh? Cg japon tag say Yes ani? Hahahaha

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Let Go Din Pag May Time.

A MONTH NALANG, NEW YEAR NA! Nagstart na ko ug review sa akong new year resolution this year and unsa ang percentage sa na tuman. HAHAHAAH. And magready na pud ko sa akong new year resolution for the next year ug make napud ug gift wish list nga most likely ako ra pud mopalit tanan kay im my own santa. ganun.

Pero naa jud diay ko new year resolution nga naa sa akong list for the past 3 years or more… Ang “Be Minimalist”. Helo, lerdgahd, i know i tried jud. Naglearn na ko ug let go sa akong box of memories ug sa mga school club tshirt! hahaha yes. i graduated almost a decade ago and still had my club shirts intact! Asta HS naa pa! ang ana ko ka sentimental. IT’s hard. Ge let go naman nako sila oei. or gilabay ni mother nga wala ko ingni.

And sa house renovation. I made it sure nga dili cluttered akong room. Pero lisora oie. Being minimilist means to let go. Di man gani ko kalet go dayon sa akong feelings niya, sa ako pa ba kahang mga purchases sa life.

In short, yes. iadd na pud nako sha balik next year sa akong 2010 new year’s resolution. Dili sha overnight maachieve. Im learning. Josh, paningkamot. Sunoga na na sila. Ihatag sa charity. Move on na sa iyaha. Aw

Spark-Joy

 

 

Random Memory: The Soul Searching Drama.

Share ko lang. Di ko sure if nakawrite nako about this.

Mga more than 5 years ago, 7 years to be exact. Nagdrama ang inyong lola. It was mga 2 years from action and people (my friends) were resigning OR nanga-assign sa Japan. And promises ay natanggap pero promises ra jud. And then you start to question your worth, and start to question how unfair life is. You start to feel drama. You start to MAKE drama.

And i heard people felt the same way. Ang uban naga rant, etc. And i was like just working my fine ass sa akong current project. And then ang mga younger nako na-assign na sa japan. And ang uban kay nalead na sa ilang mga project. and still i was working my fine ass doing what im ought to do : work and meet customer satisfaction.

Pero sad na kaayo ang moment. Wala na sila batchies, ang lower batch nga friends wala na pud. So nagmokmok nalng sa daplin. And then randomly, one weekend. I packed up my bag sa morning. Grab some junk foods and a bottled drink. And all alone, went to SANTANDER! hahaha

Wala koi kaila didto. walay plans. i just want to see nice beaches. Santander is pinaka south sa cebu. Kanang tip sa cebu nga shape mao na sha. Nag drama sa daplin sa beach, while nagahampas hampas ang waves, naga sway ang hangin, nagajump ang fishes.

Ambot naunsa to. After na satisfy akong drama. Niuli. Natulog. Padayon na pud sa Life. Narealize nako nga Life is still beautiful. Stiffen that upper lip up! Your time will come. If the time isn’t right, just move on.

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Tenotch!

Level of Stress : Music

No Stress.
Walay Playlist, all songs, then shuffle. Random Playlist sahay.

1st Phase.
Magplaylist na. Either, “RnB Dramarama” or “Slow Rock”
E.g Evanescence, A.Keys

2nd Phase.
Playlist: HardRock!
E.g. Linkin Park, GreenDay, My Chemical Romance,

3rd Phase.
Playlist: HardRock! (Stronger Volume)

4th Phase and last.
Playlist: Gospel Songs 🙂
E.g. Hillsong, Don Moen, Sandy Patty

So far ang nakapaabot nako sa 4th phase kay ang EM* ug ang Af*o pa nga project. HAHAHAHA

#flexKoLang

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