Naging ‘Ako’ Ang Aking Jowa.

After years of constant searching and waiting, finally, nakadecide nako nga ako na ang akong mahimong jowa. Because it has always been like that. LOL

I will treat myself to fancy restaurant more. Buy myself expensive things. Take care of myself. Take myself to relaxing places like the beach. Keep me sane and stop myself from doing things that will eventually hurt me. At tanang pwede buhaton sa isa ka jowa, i will do for myself. Do it myself HAHAHAHAHA.

Kasi napagod na ako. LOL. Napagod ba, or sadyang naanad na ko nga ang ani na jud sha for all these years. Enjoying the company of friends, that eventually will settle down, raise children and i will be the person who is always in the guest list sa mga kasal ug mga bunyag. And then after, will find another group of friends.. and the cycle goes on. IT’s sad, but that’s the definition of life for me karon. It’s not sad diay oie, let me take that back. It’s called independence and being self-sufficient.

BUT dont get me wrong becaue Im not anti-social. I am actually friendly. Pero di lang jud guro the jowable type. The people i like kay di man ganahan nako. Ang ang ganahan nako, di pud ko ma attract romantically. Ni follow man jud kaayo ang akong lovelife ana nga rule. Ug ambot ngano.

STILL, i am not closing my doors. I am still open to any kind of relationships, kanang tipong makapakanta nako ug song nga Angel by Troy Sivan. Kana! But for now, ako lang sa akong jowa.