Sangko sa langit akong kakurat nga naai nitungha ug kalit sa akong likod sa akong desk while full headphones on ko and looking at my phone. Hala ka oie. Kana jung kurat nga maalsa jud akong abaga gud. kauwaw oie.
Nahibulong lnag ko naa may nikalit ug wave wave ug kamot sa akong daplin. And i don’t know if nakita niya ug unsa akong gitan-aw sa akong phone. Kay nag check ko sa JACK’D. hahaha ahak.
One year ago, nahitabo ang dreaded month. It was a month of heartaches and grudge. Actually murag nag blog ko about ato. There were friends nga nagchat and nagcomfort sa ako. But all i said is I don’t give a damn and i continued with my life with a budhi na kasing itim ng uling. And yeah, i learned to rebel and 悪口 in the back of my head.
So i think it’s proper to have an entry na napapanahon. The long wait is over. Though if promoted or not, it woudn’t make any big difference na than before. I was the kind nga if mapromote then okay and if dili kay okay lang din. If a year ago, i would have celebrated it with full overflowing joy librehan ang batch mode. But right now, murag wala lang. I don’t really feel the urge. lol. But nikuyog ko ni Shema for a little eating -out because no one would know the feelings i gone through a year ago other than Shema. So pizza party pa more.
But i am happy for the title. Though, it’s not important kay mas prefer nako ang dakog increase. And mas prefer nako nga happy ko sa project, sa new friends, etc. I will always be happy and grateful for AWS. Marunong akong tumanaw ng utang na loob. Dili ko #bitter. Dili susama anang mang resign and talk bad sa ilang previous company. I believe ug unsa pa na kabati imong experience, it is still an experience and you learn something from it somehow. So spread love not hate. All is well.
Gihigugma tika sa tibook kong kasingkasing.
Gihatag ang tanan, wa nay pasubaling.
Unya na-engaged, i thought this is it
Apan nganong pagkadugay nahimo mang kasakit.
Ug natanto ko kung unsa jud nang gitawag
nga perfect engagement sa manag-uyab.
Ayaw ug engage ug di pa magpakasal.
Pag-engage lang kung nareserve na ang simbahan.
Kay ngano gud dawng dugaydugayon pa?
Kung sa simbahan jud ang padulongan ba
Kung wa pay budget then uyab lang sa.
Ayaw ug pangatik anang engage-engage ngara.
Makapressure ning giahak
engaged daw kay para di mangitag laing uyab.
Engaged for a year? two or more pa ana?
Or hangtod ang tiyan wa pay sud nga bata.
-babayng pak-an
The feeling that a year seems dugay na kaayo, but 3 years seems to be too short. And everyday murag walay changes sa akoa but looking back sa first time jud, marealize nako nga dako na diay kaayog kausaban. Life is so mysterious.
Nakahunahuna ko, it seems like immature lang gihapon ko para sa akong age. Maybe i should stop this funny-aura and begin to be more serious towards everything. Maybe i should start sporting that fierce look. Maybe then i will realize the logic between people who doesn’t have FB accounts, or people nga naa unta pero sadjang mashadong dili active. I always wonder how other people compensate if wala silay FB accounts and then i realize nga mostly sa mga walay FB accounts are people i know nga very serious about life. Kanang tipong dili tig-joke,kanang tipong dili-tigsmile, kanang tipong-di nako maexplain.
Life is too short to think about things nga makapa-sad. And an 8 hr per day work is too short para mabuhat nako tanan nakong dapat buhaton like kani nga entry nga dapat unta magsend ko ug email sa vendor, pero nikalit alt tab akong kamot ug sulat ug something too short. hahaha ahak. Mao nang dili cohesive kay random thoughts lang naggawas. I need a life. Mouli na kog Pinas! Gaulan sa gawas. Naay dinner out unya. Long weekend.
Hello. Here are my Tennocho endorsement photos. During a very hot day. Nigawas lang kog pinakalit and felt like jumping and munimuni about sa life. Life is beautiful.
Nagsugod na kog kaganahan aning lugara. Though sometimes, i still miss Kannai and all its shenanigans.
“He never drank water, or tea, or anything. I’m pretty sure he just absorbed moisture from the air, like a cactus.”
That is so me back when i started my 社会人 life. Luckily, dili na ko cactus karon because i realize the importance of water to the booody. Sa office, i make sure nga 2 liters of water akong inomon. Ang best is 3 liters pero murag kasukaon naman ko usahay if palabian. There is such a thing as water intoxication ra ba. hahaha
And mao pud na ang #1 key to lose weight. Inom lang ng tubig permi. lol
If taga Cebu ka, you should be familiar with Cebu City Sports Complex aka Abellana National School Grandstand. This is where major Cebu City activities will most likely be held like Sinulog MardiGras, etc. Dako sha, daghan magjogging sa oval, daghan magpractice nga mga athletes, naay mag zumba etc.
Back in 2nd year high school. Naa koi classmate nga gipalimpyo sa tibook Grandstand! All by herself.
Reason: As a punishment. Sa among PE class man gud to. Among teacher was Mrs i-forgot-her-name-kay-basta-adviser-sa-girlscout. She was our PE teacher pero wala kaayo koi nakat-unan sa iyaha kay basta memmorize nimo iyang mga printout kay okay na.
Then here comes my friend with long skirt and deep pleats. Ug sa dihang during periodical test ang mga pleats gisuksukan man niyag mga kodigo oie. Unya ang isa namo ka classmate kay nakakita man sa iyang gibuhat ug sa dihang nisumbong man jud sha sa teacher oie. Ug sa dihang gipatindog sha. Wala may nakitang kodigo. Ug sa dihang gipangkoot ang pleats naa man jud oie. Di jud malimod.
Ug hala oie. Tanang luha nangatagak. Ug sa niana among teacher nga ichurva sha pero gaan shag chance, mao to limpyohan niya ang grandstand. Ang luha gatagaktagak while sweeping the multicolored grandstand. Akong ubang classmate kay nitabang nalng sa iyaha.
If i was there motabang nalng pud ko ug limpyo oie. Looi pud raba mura pud ug wala jud ta kacheat ever. PEro sadly wala ko ato nga time kay dili mi same ug time sa pagtake sa exam.
Gosh! IT’s really more fun basta public ka nagskwela. Not just that, sa pinakadakong public school pa jud sa Cebu City. lol
Back when i was in my Elementary years, when boybands are big, I was just a chubby joshua just listening to the radio and doesn’t give a fuck. Akong mga classmate kay bata pa gani kaayo, sugod nang pangigat. Kung makapalit ug mga posters/notebooks/songhits sa mga boybands kay wagas. Walal jud koi alamag sa mga boyband. Name ra nila akong nabaw-an, ug kung kinsa ang mga members wala koi nabaw-an. T_T AW wait, madestiquish diay nako ang O-town kay murag sila ra ang boyband nga naai BLACK nga member atong panahona.
But i think it’s never too late to familiarize myself with them. Not with them as person but sa ilang mga songs. So I started familiarizing myself sa ilang mga songs. I started with Westlife. Naamaze ko on how familiar i am sa ilang songs, wala lang jud ko kabalo nga sila diay gakanta ana. hahaha
And so, i ventured sa itunes to look for their songs. Gitapol man gud akong pirate spirit. And mas makatipid diay ka if album jud ang paliton instead of tag-isaisa. (#newbiemuch) So good thing if old singers jud diay kay naa na silay mostly mga hit compilation albums. haha. I put a lot of thinking if mopalit ba jud ko… To make the long story short ang ending is nipalit ko sa Album sa ASIN! hahaha You know, the band nga “merong dalang dalang balita mula sa bayan ko”. Ay Ambot!
#WestlifeYoureNextNalang
Lord, i know nga I will never be happy if i keep comparing myself to the successes of others. Pero Lord, can you also keep my friends from bragging their successes on social media para makita sa tanan. Lord, paubsi pud ang kahambogero/hambogera nila Lord oie. Please bisan slight lang.
Unsa may makuha nila ana ilang kahambogera oe. But maybe they are proud lang jud guro. Maybe it’s true katong gistorya ni mother queen nga there is a very thin line between being proud and bragging.
Lord help me to know the difference. Or please buhatang mainspired ko instead nga malain akong panan-aw sa ilaha. Or wagtanga ning attitude nga masuya. Attitude ra kaayo. hahaha
Lord, dungga ko.
Alugbati ug Kangkong 